The people who matter enter our lives arriving by chance, fate, divine intervention, providence or whatever makes you the most comfortable. Over the course of my life, I have fallen for people with whom I knew there was no future. They were either too far away, in a relationship or retreating as I pursued. This trend has followed me for most of my adult life.
Now, as I grow older and find myself longing for some sort of relationship, I can't help, but wonder about what might have been. I see the rings, families beginning, joy of children and I cannot help, but be selfish.
I want those things. I don't want to be locked in the past. I don't want the feeling of my glory days passing me by. I don't want to wonder about what might have been. I want to be so present people can't help and see that I am future focused.
Thanks for entering my world,
-Nathan